Can you tell which song I've been obsessed with lately? Haha.
On last.fm, TTl is listed twice in my top songs: One as 티아라 (with 36 plays) and the second as 티아라 & 초신성 (with 48 plays). Maybe one day it'll surpass Gee, or AH. I hope. :)
Come to think of it, I've been obsessively playing all of 티아라's, especially 너너너, Bo Peep Bo Peep (the perfs are so adorable omg!), One and One, Tic Tic Toc and Falling U. I love how they can pull off different concepts. Feminine/Idk wth to call it (Good Person), Girly Cute (Lies), Modern/Sexy (could it be considered sexy? lol) (TTL), Over-the-top Cute (Bo Peep Bo Peep).

They just may be my favorite rookie girl group. Surpassing F(x), 2NE1, 4minute, and pre-Because Of You After School.




I have also been into MBLAQ and B2ST/BEAST lately.



^ BEAST/B2ST




^ MBLAQ

changed my tumblr layout. :)

Just started using this about.... a week ago? I originally got it from my grandma, since I don't need it, already having a lot of volume and body in my hair, but I used it one day and wow. I really like it. First of all, it smells really good, and I would say it did add even more volume to my hair. I don't love the conditioner, so instead I just use my usual one, but the shampoo is amazing. :)

My current favorite nail polish: Essie's ' Lacy not racy '. It's a dark red color. Almost vampy. But I love it. :) Recently, I think Essie is becoming my favorite nail polish brand. The colors are great, and it doesn't take a billion coats to get coverage. Even though it can be expensive, I'd say it's worth it. It lasts forever, too, which is always a plus.


I recently ordered a few items from YesStyle.com with the money I got from my birthday. I love YS so much. The clothes are so awesome; too bad I'm so poor. T___T;




Purple lace-trimmed skirt + Charcoal tunic top.
White turtle-neck top + red check mini-skirt.

I originally had a pair of black stockings in the order as well, but they were out of stock. :( So I'll have to find a different pair somewhere before Christmas, so that I can wear outfit 2 (the one with the turtle neck and mini skirt) to Aunt Paula's house. I want to dress nicely for a change. I've lost quite a lot of pounds since the last time I saw them, so I'm kinda self-conscience. I'm not trying to lose weight, it just happens. I'm skinny, the end. I know most women want to be skinny and everything, but I'd rather be curvy. Lol. Like Beyonce or something. I don't dislike my body, though. As long as I'm not anorexic-skinny, I'm fine.

ANYWAY, I'm rambling. Lol.

I'm currently more active on my tumblr, so check it out. :) I don't post on here all that often anymore.

Top music releases of 2009
(in no particular order)

or rather, just music I've been liking this year, so far. Will update as the year goes on.


Korean

IU - 1집 - Growing Up (stand-out song(s) : 미아)
K.Will - 눈물이 뚝뚝 (stand-out song(s) : 눈물이 뚝뚝, 1초에 한방울 (Feat.다이나믹듀오)
Miss $ - 1집 Miss $ S Class (stand-out song(s) : 사랑이 뭐길래, 같은 시간 다른 우리)
SHINee - 2009, Year of Us (stand-out song(s) : Ring Ding Dong, 내가 사랑했던 이름 (Onew solo)
Kim Tae Woo - 사랑비
Park Bom - You and I
Tae Goon - 속았다 (Narration Of 이요원)
T-Ara & Cho Shin Sung - TTL (Time to Love)
Wheesung - Vocolate (stand-out song(s) : 사랑..그 몹쓸병, 사랑해..)
2PM - 너에게 미쳤었다
4minute - For Muzik (stand-out song(s) : Muzik, 안줄래, What A Girl Wants)
8eight - Golden Age (stand-out song(s) : 심장이 없어)
8eight - 잘가요 내사랑
Brown Eyed Girls - 3집 Sound G. (stand-out song(s) :중독, Abracadabra, Candy Man)
Super Junior - SORRY SORRY (stand-out song(s) : 니가 좋은 이유 (Why I like you), MONSTER, 이별... 넌 쉽니 (Heartquake)
소녀시대 - 1st Mini-album - Gee (stand-out song(s) : Gee, 힘 내! (Way To Go), Dear Mom)
소녀시대 - 2nd Mini-album - 소원을 말해봐 (Genie) (stand-out song(s) : 소원을 말해봐 (Genie), 1 년 후 (One Year Later)
Someday - Someday (stand-out song(s) : 알고 있나요 （Duet Ver.） feat.제아（Brown Eyed Girls）
Secret - I Want You Back (stand-out song(s) : 3년 6개월)


Japanese

Miliyah Kato - Love Forever
Yuna Ito - 今でも 会いたいよ・・・ feat. Spontania
JUJU - What's Love? (stand-out song(s) : 素直になれたら feat. Spontania, sakura, My Life)
flumpool - MW ～Dear Mr. & Ms. ピカレスク～
Crystal Kay - After Love -First Boyfriend- feat. KANAME (CHEMISTRY) / Girlfriend feat. BoA (stand-out song(s) : Girlfriend feat BoA)
BoA - BUMP BUMP!
Big Bang - 声をきかせて
Jay'Ed - MUSICATION (stand-out song(s) : Can't Let Go, Everybody)
B'z - My Lonely Town
Plastic Tree - Sanatorium
The Gospellers - Love Notes
Perfume - ⊿ (stand-out track(s) : I Still Love U)

American


Lady Gaga - Bad Romance
Lady Gaga - Dance In The Dark
Black Eyed Peas - The E.N.D (stand-out track(s) : I Gotta Feeling, Meet Me Halfway, Imma Be)
Backstreet Boys - This Is Us (stand-out track(s) : Straight Through My Heart, Bye Bye Love)
Jay Sean - Down (feat. Lil Wayne)
Beyonce - Honesty
Brian McKnight - Evolution of a Man (stand-out track(s) : What I've Been Waiting For)
Mariah Carey - Memoirs of an Imperfect Angel (stand-out track(s) : Standing O, I Want To Know What Love Is, Angels Cry)
Marie Digby - Breathing Underwater (stand-out track(s) : Fool On Parade, Symphony, Daybreak, Avalanche)
Usher - Papers

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iPod top 25:





iTunes top 25:

Just watched the MV to Bom's You and I. It was the first time I heard the song, too. I looove it. Her voice is gorgeous, and the MV is awesome. :3 She is soo cute, I swear.

- x -

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

- x -

Also~ I watched Big Bang's new Japanese MV (Let Me Hear Your Voice). It's the first Japanese song of theirs that I actually like. I love Taeyang's voice. ♥

iTunes Top 25
May 2009

Got back from church a while ago. I hate shaking hands with people. Especially people my own age.
At church, after they sing they tell everyone to greet someone you don't know. So this lady shook my hand, and then her son. And he's my age, so it was weird. And he didn't look at me either. Which is another thing I can't stand. :|

http://community.livejournal.com/wonder_girls/246806.html?#cutid1

"American movie theatres.. stink" The movie theaters here don't stink, and I'm in America. xD; Come down here, YeEun~ And the popcorn is good and reasonably priced. The screen quality isn't too bad, either. Haha. I just find it funny how she judges all of America's movie theaters by one theater in New York. Of course, I guess everybody would be that way in a foreign country.

...I am so weird, I swear.
For the past few nights, I've had this recurring dream. It's like BOF, only in Japan. I'm studying at this big International school that has a bunch of snobby rich kids (idk how I got enrolled, but whatever). And Junpyo = Hiroki, Jihoo = Jae (in my dream, he's a fellow American. And he's the first person I befriend), GaEul = Maki, JaeKyung = Anna. And last night, we were at the beach (in California or something). And I was eating Ice cream and Maki was getting hit on by the lifeguard. XD;

Went to church tonight. I liked it. It was about people being judgmental and everything. The pastor is fun to listen to.

Afterwards, we ran into my friend from 1st grade, Laura, and her Mom. Her Mom wants me to go the the youth thing with Laura next Wednesday. And I hate how her and my Mom assume that I would even want to be friends with Laura again. I mean, we were friends eight years ago. We aren't the same people we were back then. She's this girl that's no different then any other blonde teenage girl around here; tight jeans, lots of make-up, and friends that are snobs. I don't want to be friends with a person like that. Just because we were close back then (way, waaay back then) doesn't mean we'd hit it off now. We're too different, and personally, I'd rather it be that way.

I'm really dreading next Wednesday.

" Holding onto the phone until the tears stopped falling,

I think I know now how much I love you. "

So, Mom and I went to church tonight. Which is something we haven't done in quite a while...
I liked it, actually. One of the back-up singers is amazingly talented. Like, Junsu or Jaejoong talented. Yeah.
After it was over, we went to Whataburger with Dorothy (my Mom's friend), her husband and several other church members. We couldn't stay long, because Dad called all pissed because he was supposed to meet someone at 9.

But it's all good. I think I'm going to be able to cope with the stress now, since I'm getting back into church. :)

Today has been a horrible day.
First, I was supposed to hang out with Meg today, for the first time in months, but she never called me back. I don't know why I'm so upset; I should be used to it. If she's trying to tell me something, she should just say it.
Then, Mom and I went with Jamie (cousin) to the stupid dollar store, and she got mad when a car got in her way when she was pulling out, yelling "We aren't in Mexico, dumbass. Drive like you're in America!", and the lady wasn't even Mexican. She was Asian. And even if she was....
I hate racist people. With a passion.
And lastly, Meme has been complaining about Dad not working and sitting on his ass all the time. Yeah, it's my fault. There isn't anything I can do about it!

I am so freaking tired of all this crap.

"I'm gonna break your neck, so run"
Oh, how I love After School. <3

So, went to the gym (for the first time) today. It was pretty fun. I burned about 70 calories. :)

Yesterday, Mom and I checked out 2 gyms. One (Baley Total Fitness), we didn't like. The guy that we talked to was incredibly annoying. Plus, there were a lot of people. I don't like the idea of working out with a lot of people. So we went to the one 5 minutes away (Anytime Fitness), and we like that one. On the treadmills, they have TVs! And private showers.

Also, the guy at AF was a lot cuter and much nicer. He was really smiley. lol.
So we are supposed to join tomorrow. Hopefully. :)

Tonight, Mom has a Mary Kay meeting, and I'm going with her, so I'm curling my hair. It's at 7pm, and I still have to eat and get ready. Haha, hopefully I'll make it in time. -___-



♫: BRIGHT - I'll Be There

My favorite songs atm:
(in no particular order)

After School - AH
SNSD - Gee
Namie Amuro - Hide&Seek
Delta Goodrem - I Can't Break it to My Heart
David Cook - Declaration
Big Bang - 오, 아, 오
SHINee - 누난 너무 예뻐 (Replay) (as always)
Taylor Swift - Love Story
Baek Jiyoung - 총 맞은 것처럼 (Like I've Been Shot)


aklfjsdgf. <3

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Well, Dad's back. And now I wish he was gone again. lol.
He hasn't changed at all. He totally lied to us. He doesn't have any interest in changing.

Dad's gone. And I don't know if I'll ever see him again...

I really do wish things could have worked out, but I know that this is best.

I'm praying that he's okay, and that he'll stay okay.

It's hard for me to express my feelings, especially with him, but I really do love him...

♪: 浜崎あゆみ - CAROLS

They are so gorgeous. ♥ Whoever says that Hyoyeon is ugly is seriously effed up. I mean.. LOOK. *o* She has great legs (and Sooyoung, too... <33).

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November - December 23rd
baby baby ;; feat. 소녀시대 / Girls' Generation
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Akjdfghj. SNSD COMEBACK. 8DDD

Their new mini-album is amazing. I hope they stay with this style of music. It's more mature than their old bubble-gum-pop music (which, I loved, but was getting kind of tired of...)

소녀시대 화이팅! ♥

So, last night, I went with Mom to one of her Mary Kay (yes, the make-up brand) meetings. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be... There was this girl who was beautiful; they said she was Black, but she sure didn't look it (She probably would have been even prettier if she was, though. XD). She was kinda annoying, though. No matter what we talked about, she found a way to bring it back to herself. :| I hate people like that.

The other night, I (well, technically, my Mom) splurged on Burt's Bees stuff: Facial Cleanser, shampoo/conditioner, lip balm, lip gloss... And gosh, I love it all. <3

Btw, I'll update the whole picture-a-day tomorrow. XD;;;

Forgot a few days. D:

My friend and her cat.

A fountain outside the eye place.

My baby, Cali. <3

I promised myself that I would try to take a picture every day, so that at the end of the year I would have 365 pictures to look back on. So here's #1. :)