...I am so weird, I swear.
For the past few nights, I've had this recurring dream. It's like BOF, only in Japan. I'm studying at this big International school that has a bunch of snobby rich kids (idk how I got enrolled, but whatever). And Junpyo = Hiroki, Jihoo = Jae (in my dream, he's a fellow American. And he's the first person I befriend), GaEul = Maki, JaeKyung = Anna. And last night, we were at the beach (in California or something). And I was eating Ice cream and Maki was getting hit on by the lifeguard. XD;

Went to church tonight. I liked it. It was about people being judgmental and everything. The pastor is fun to listen to.

Afterwards, we ran into my friend from 1st grade, Laura, and her Mom. Her Mom wants me to go the the youth thing with Laura next Wednesday. And I hate how her and my Mom assume that I would even want to be friends with Laura again. I mean, we were friends eight years ago. We aren't the same people we were back then. She's this girl that's no different then any other blonde teenage girl around here; tight jeans, lots of make-up, and friends that are snobs. I don't want to be friends with a person like that. Just because we were close back then (way, waaay back then) doesn't mean we'd hit it off now. We're too different, and personally, I'd rather it be that way.

I'm really dreading next Wednesday.

" Holding onto the phone until the tears stopped falling,

I think I know now how much I love you. "